Is this a HIV symptom?

Ok...lets see where to start. You were already at a low exposure level but you chose to test. A person can respect that. You have done all of the testing that you can do for now. You could wait 6 months from the last test and retest, but the symptoms you are expressing are not those of HIV. I do feel that you have got yourself so worked up that you need some therapy help. Someone to talk to and help sort things out and decrease your anxiety. there are two things I would recommend that you read up on. One, find a good website on HIV. Two, find a good website that talks about the pain that can be ociated with anxiety and depression. I wish you the best of luck.